Ugh.

I don't have anything real exciting to talk about today. I will not spend my time complaining about how much I'm upset with life right now. So that leaves little else to be discussed.

My friend, Brendan, decided that I need to take a 2 year hiatus from dating. LMAO. He's officially an idiot (before it was unofficial). No, I'm not looking, but I'm also not swearing off dating for two years. And most likely if a guy I thought I could be interested in asked me on a date I would totally go, especially with recent developments. UGH.

I did go into Alternative's today! YAY! For the first time in like two months, I am back! And I missed it so much, I wish I had more time to dedicate to them, but for now, it's only Tuesdays. Maybe if I end up staying here I will find more time to spend there. I love the ladies and the work and wouldn't trade my time there for anything. For those of you who don't know what I am talking about Alternative's is a Pregnancy Care Center, I did my internship there last semester and LOVED it. I worked mainly in fundraising and administrative stuff but toward the end I started training to be an advisor. I am most of the way done with my training. I will be starting to advise with an observer next week, kinda nervous about it, but excited at the same time.

For now most of my time is concentrated in school and that's where the inspiration for my picture today came from. So for the picture:

Day 2 (03.24.09):
my schoolbooks and my beloved planner
and yes, it is not black!

Day 2:
this picture really captures how I felt most of the day.
I took like 10 self-portraits and even the ones I smiled in you could tell I wasn't happy.

♥ Sara

"One day you're going to wake up and realize how much you truly love her and when that day comes, she'll be waking up next to the guy who already knows..." -Unknown

I'm not a fan of using Unknown quotes. . .but this one, totally fits today. And next time I might not leave him (the guy who already knows). . .