Loss.

I had made plans on Friday to go to lunch with the Katie and Krissi before I left. Dad was supposed to pick me up between one and two. But since Justin couldn't go on his trip we called Dad and told him he didn't have to come and that Justin would bring me home eventually. So, we got up and got ready for lunch. Since Justin was still there he went to lunch with us as did Dave and Dan.

The six of us went to Big Apple Bagel and had an amazing lunch. Oh and the food was good too. I absolutely love those people. We do such crazy and silly things when we are together. For example, we played MASH while at lunch. (Ya know, like you did in Elementary or Middle School). But, alas, all good things must come to an end. Krissi had to go home to her parents' house and the rest of us went back to the 409.

Justin was feeling shitty so he went to bed immediatly. I wanted a nap but he was breathing weird and I was worried about him so I stayed up and did random things waiting for him to wake up/making sure he stayed breathing. While he was sleeping I set up somewhere for my car to go and figured out all that stuff. When he woke up we ate dinner and then we both went back to sleep. We didn't actually get up until like 8ish. I know, we were crazy-lazy, but we deserved it after the crazy couple days we had before that.

I had a rough evening. I was exhausted, having a hard time handling everything and extremely bothered by the fact that I had lost one of my best friends. It had been over a week since I had last spoken to him and hadn't heard anything. Justin and I had a long talk about everything that was bothering me while on a walk.

Then we went back to the 409 and Katie, Dan and Andy were watching 101 Dalmations in the living room, but we weren't interested so we hung out with Dave and Blake in Justin and Dave's room and played stupid games.

After the movie was done I went down to Katie's and talked with her for a bit before going to bed.

Here are the pictures:

Day 152:

the tennis balls we were playing with.

Day 152:

so exhausted.

♥ Sara

Random Fact of the Day:

Women blink nearly twice as much as men.

"Sorrow you can hold, however desolating, if nobody speaks to you. If they speak, you break down."

-Bede Jarrett